alhamdulillah, 6 days ahead and Qamarina will turn 2 months old.I'm happy and sad at the same time watching her grow.i suppose all mamas feel the same way too, how we wish that her step by step progress could be recorded and we can watch it over and over again.first I was so worried about her umbilical cord that was hanging on her tummy, and i accidentally pulled it when fixing her dress for 3 times, 3 times! and she cried so loud!that was really a scary experience.i guess she was just terkejut, not in pain.the next thing i know she's now wearing size M diapers.wow, she's grown so fast!
I managed to breastfeed her for 40 days, fully.it was really a beautiful experience.sadly however, we have been feeding her with formula nowadays.sobs.my mom always says that Qamarina feeds like a baby boy.she suckles like there's no tomorrow making them nipples cracked and bleeding and painful!!.it's true what they say, breastfeeding requires a very high level of patience and i don't possess that.sigh.
it's sad i must say, so i will start keeping my milk in bottles from now on.but first, i need to get storage bottles.well i just want to experience every bit of motherhood as much as possible at its best and be the best mom to little Qamarina.insyaAllah.
i missed the first month with Qamarina already!the hair, the spits, the rashes on the face, the umbilical cord, the swaddle. :( ah sangat beremosi
the helps.avent breast pump is really convenient i must say. and Nuby bottle given by brother in law is pretty awesome. we can actually shift the flow level on the teat.
so i just hope to continue Bf Qamarina even through bottles coz mommy's milk is the best.have a good day every one.