i figured out that life is bigger than being dejected over something u are never sure of and mourn over it non-stop.we have life to be taken care of.i'm just tired of it
1.change the pattern/approach/style/attitude,whatever once u realized the old ones never brought you to success.
2.stop blaming others.evaluate ourselves instead.
3.move on
God.get a life u people. ;)
i heart this pic, taken from aif's blog.i miss the times when there was not much thing to think and get done.generally things are getting heavier nowadays and not so many things are getting better.sigh
*learnt it's best not to skip my EPO today.i knew i wouldn't be able to bear it but i still skip it.serves me best lah.
that's my answer to when-is-your-wedding question, nowadays.give me a break will u people.i was browsing thru the wedding photography websites at my desk and did not intend to ask other teachers to join me embracing the beauty of the photos taken by the much desired photographer, 3 senior teachers came behind me and gave remark as blatant as this;
sharp-tongue: tgk gamba org lain kawen buat ape?awk tu bila?
there, and that does it.my ears were burning.so,i replied,
"relax sis.my turn will come.don't bother abt me.(i'm looking for future husband better than yours).besides,my mom said, we can only plan, everything happens when Allah allowed it to happen rite?'
replying to comments like this worn me out already.i'm done justifying my situation.well, married ladies, fret not.i wouldn't want to steal ur husband frm u.u just take care of them n be a good wife n mother and the least u can do is pray for my happiness n i'll pray for urs.
to everybody, "try to accept people the way they are and respect their choices" (busybody is not cool)
peace out
yesterday was fun.me n hunny went to kuantan, fetch my sister and we broke fast at padang mpk 1, together with sea of people. we bought food at bazaar ramadhan nearby, picked a nice spot in the field, took out our food containers, unpacked our yummy food n took pictures while waiting for the maghrib azan frm the very mosque nearby.the spotlights were shining brightly right onto the field made us feeling like we were at concert.were feeling funny abt it.haha.it was breezy, very harmony scenery.the food was nice.
all in all, ianya sgt la seronok berbuka puasa di situ.mesti papi jeles sbb tak dpt join.haha
pada tahun ini, sgt la syok sbb ia jatuh pd cuti sekolah.yayy.
dpt bersahur,terawih dan berbuka bersama keluarga, isn't it awesome.
i'm so looking forward to it.
come friday, i'll be on the road again.goin home.
was chatting with a friend frm KB.he said that i might get confused once in kb soon, it's because bnyk jln kt KB sudah dijadikan jalan sehala.well, really huh..so i visited mpkb website for more info.so, okei.updated n informed.
m pissed!m offended!BIG time..n i'm not married.yeah, well apparently not being married has smthg to do with what m going to write here.haih, bengangnye aku hari ni sehinggakan aku membatalkan kelas tuition ptg td.
it's abt the pervert vertically challenged discipline teacher of my very school.he's been bugging me since 2007 without fail even tho i have actually asked him to stop texting me.i guess he is mentally retarded.he is so pervert that he assigned me as the secretary under discipline board.which means i'll be at the service everytime there is discipline case among students, the dumb ones.that is without my knowledge and of course without having meeting first, discussion watsoeva.working in the same team with him is the LAST thg i'd do on earth.
patutla mata kiri aku asyik bergerak dua 3 hari ni.kisahnya, adala sepasang kekasih yang mana si gf adalah bdk form2 dan si bf bdk form 3.bdk lelaki ni aku ajar kelas dia, pengawas, berjurus budaknya kononnyalah.rupanya dok buat benda tak senonoh dgn gf dia kt skolah waktu rehat.isy, bdk zaman skrg.ade bdk lain report psl mereka.so td si ckgu disiplin pervert ni mengarahkn aku untuk turut sama dalam soal siasatnya trhdp bdk pmpuan td.aku dh bengang dh tp terpaksa la ikut.aku masuk bilik tu, aku duduk.si pervert terus interrogate bdk pmpuan yg tgh nangis tu.aku dh berdebar.tak biasa.
pervert:brp kali dia peluk awk?
bdk: bnyk kali
pervert:depan blkg?
bdk:blkg
pervert:dia cium awk?
bdk: (nangis smbil angguk)
aku: (bodoh.dua2 bodoh)
pervert:kt mana dia cium?pipi?mulut?
aku:(does it matter!!????)rs mcm nk blah je, aku tak biasa beb
bdk:pipi
pervert:tu je?dia pegang apa?
bdk:geleng
aku: (argh sakit ht aku!cut it off!) by that time, i was shivering.i cant afford hearing those kinda thgs.i felt like sexually assaulted, verbally that is.that was so not necessary,so not my thing!aku plak yg tersinggung.ckgu ni memang suka benar tnya kes mcm ni.kuat plak tu.
bdk tu dh tak menjwb.asyik nangis.pervert menyerahkan tugas kt aku.dia keluar.aku mmg tak reti psl benda2 mcm ni.last2 aku nsht je bdk tu.dia angguk2 smbil nangis.3min lps tu pervert masuk balik dgn GPK HEM.aku bgtau gpk aku tak tau nk tnya apa dh.jd dia suruh aku pgglkn si bf bdk tu.aku baru nk blah si pervert smbg soal siasat.dgn kuat dia bertanya;
pervert:dia pegang ***** awk tak?bla2... (censored.mcm2 la dia tnya)
ok, wargghhh aku rs mcm nk sepak je muka dia yg mcm kerang busuk tu.aku blah cpt2.argghhh geramnya.
aku bingung.perlu ke tanya smpai mcm tu?does it matter?was it necessary?why?shit, damn it.
bila diorg dh selesai aku meluahkn perasaan bengangku pd gpk hem td.i was filled with emotions and embarassingly i cried, i dunno why.rs sakit hati yg melampau.huhu.he seems to understand my situation.my feelings. wasn't really abt hw it was conducted, perhaps it was mainly abt who conducted it and well, of cos the unneccassary questions being asked.akhirnya, gpk ckp akn menyusun semula organisasi disiplin, dan berjanji akn melantik ckgu pmpuan yg dh kawen utk tugas itu (thn lps xde pun jwtn tu.cis).baguslah.tolonglah lantik ustazah ke.
the pervert discipline teacher is short, specky, curly hair, funny teeth, boroi.married with 3 kids.miang.gatal.
thot we were close enough
seems that we are not
on the second thot..i just decided not to make a big deal out of it so, that's it about this entry.sometimes accepting things just the way they are/the way ppl chose them to be that way (i believe there must be reasons behind ppl's decisions) seems to be less hassle..to u n to me.n the entire human race.lalala
hari ni dua org pelajar di sekolahku tidak sihat. dua-dua perempuan, f3 n f5.sorang demam.sorang lg selsema teruk bersin non-stop.guru bertugas hantar diorg balik rumah.kisahnya kedua-dua pelajar ini berjiran dengan seorang pelajar sm sains raub yg pulang bercuti kerana sekolah tersebut telah ditutup kerana H1N1.dan pelajar itu pun telah dijangkiti virus itu juga setelah beberapa hari.yang pelajar aku ni pegi plak melawat kawan yang sakit.haiya...
haih. aku mula risau.
kena gi beli face mask asap.
on virtual chat with some studied-abroad-for-7 years-guy.ah c'mon
van helsing: dok kadok ratam mano?
me: ratamm??? (wat is the??)
van helsing: belah mana
me: ohh (geng carok mana la ni.hisyyy)
xxxxxxx
van helsing: umo brp?
me: 26
van helsing: nmpk mcm bini org
me: (wtf!) right..thanx a lott
seriously, don't even try to get to know me, saves the sweat.
piss off
