{ wedding inspiration #3 }

baju akad nikah

{ sweet is pussy }

"and baby when it's love if it's not rough
it isn't fun"

-lady gaga

helpless
as helpless can be

{ black.hard.cold.gone }

my w980.disahkan mati pd pkul 11mlm td.sesiapa yg ingin menghubungi saya, sila lontarkan di fb wall.xmampu nk beli handfon baru, sbb next handfon adalah blackberry only.
sekian.terimakasih.jgn rindu sgt

{ make a card for your loved one }

I made this card last 2 weeks.there was nothing special occasion though.i was just feeling lovey dovey so i made the card for him.the theme was rather out of focus and random, but the idea was a very romantic card.tehehe.well, needless to say, he loved it very much. ;)






forgot to take photo of the end result.i wrote a few words on the red card and on the inside.worked pretty well.
ok, gotta get back to work.just dropping by.buhbye!

{ my life is not the same anymore }

if i were to write about this in full, it'll be total lengthy post.i dun have much time, but i have much yense eh tense now.eja pn da xbetul.so s a short depressing entry could do for now.i need to channel this angst somewhere.to my fiance, yes i do dat often lately.thankfully he understands and support me superbly.i cudn't be more grateful nwadays.

it's about the new female principal.she has disturbed my happy hormones.i am not so much a happy person anymore.i have nightmares while sleeping.maybe not kiterallly.ah, typo again.literally.dammit.

i haven't finished my masters assignments.that contributes to the burden pressing on my head.another presentation tomorrow.i dunno.m a bad student.my fiance has always reminded me to finish em earlier but i never listened.i guess i prefer talking to him on the phone for hours.i blame it on u as well, mr fiance.

my principal couldn't find anything better than picking up on me, pointing out all the weak points i have, which nobody noticed before this.my former principal was one cool old man he dun bother so much abt formality.makes me miss him so much.last time when he was here, i slalu kutuk dia.*berdosa*.unfortunate me, the new principal concerns so much abt the english achievements in this very well versed school.so, i am the main target forever.dammit again.

excuse my depressed language.
i'm depressed.
okthxbuhbyw ah.bye

{ make me up }

nice kan?this is so much of how i want my wedding make up to be.soft and sweet.i actually plan to do my own make up, as if i know how to do it awesomely huh.well everybody seems to be against that idea though.sigh.it's just that typical heavy wedding make up is soooo not my thingie.my face will definitely look weird.but i have problems with my messy eyebrows and small eyes.perhaps i have to take up make up class.which is impossible.i'm not that compulsive.

test make up by 'stage'.weirdy.i think i look like a lion.dun u thnk?hahaha

{ the.envelope }

;)

{ kebetulan }

my wedding color theme is going to be soft pink and baby blue.
tengok gmbar kawen wani ardy, kebetulan.color dia mcm sama dgn saya.cuma dia punya lebih terang.cantik :)

{ wedding inspiration #2 }

{ wedding inspiration #1 }

{ internet quiz }

Am I a good girlfriend? - Test results

You're an okay girlfriend. You just like things to go your way.

You have correctly answered 5 of 10 questions.

On average, 42623 of users who took the quiz gave 6.73 right answers.

hahaha.no.dun regret honey!

{ they are watching tv.my students. }

wedding ecard by ahmad firdaus.

and shower and wear work attire and wear lipstick and start the car and drive it to the workplace.oh don't forget to wear the name tag cos the nu principal is pretty strict abt that.haha.

ah, i dread friday this week.two presentations to be done with the write-ups and PTK exam coming up on saturday.and i am not ready for any of them.we never get enough of time don't we.

all work and no play makes the person talks crazy.

{ bad dream }

it's when i woke up
from that bad dream
and i cried
that's how i realized
i have fallen in love with u
so badly~