{ black.hard.cold.gone }

my w980.disahkan mati pd pkul 11mlm td.sesiapa yg ingin menghubungi saya, sila lontarkan di fb wall.xmampu nk beli handfon baru, sbb next handfon adalah blackberry only.
sekian.terimakasih.jgn rindu sgt

{ hati seorang guru yang terluka }

dan dia sedang merajuk dalam diam

{ yes.i am choosy.but what's ur problem? }

at first, i intended not to write a post abt this lame, over-rated issue not to mention out-dated.but.it seems that people are still concerned abt me and my status, or in other words, are feeling dissatisfied with my way of life, my availability hurts their eyes i suppose, of my decisions whatsoever, it's my responsibility to justify everythg.in other words, to shut ur mouth okei?no?heh,i don't care abt u.

"bib ni choosy.."
"kak bibah ni mcm kete sport yg tak dijual kt kedai" (tak tahan tu statement bdk sorg ni)
"is she waiting for a prince?"
"rugi tau kawen lmbt"
"dulu aku nak, dia xnak."

adalah antara ayat2 pedih telinga yg biasa ku dengar.ah, dh lali pun.lantak korang la.

wait.nmpk saya merana ke sbb xkawen ngn awk?sebenarnya malas la nk ulas pjg2 sbb bukan cara saya nk melenting kerana benda kecik mcm ni.tp, jenis sy juga tak suka berdiam diri bila ego tercabar.

macam ni lah. saya memang memilih.awk tak memilih ke?kalau tak memilih pun tak elok juga kan?baik mcm ni drpd tersalah pilih.i am careful because i tolerate nothing less than excellent.(ayat ex aku dulu).i am careful because i don't want to end up like u.hoho.u seem unhappy.haha.sorry.and.and i never regret for not choosing u.ouch.

ok.clarified.justified.i expect no further questions.

u've got problem with that?seek psychiatrist k.i dun thnk i'm a burden to u.hilang kawalan emosi sbb ada ulcer dlm mulut.ughh

okthxbai.
(ah i lost my cool)

{ saya suka blog-hopping }

blog ni best tp bnyk iklan.contoh

tapi.
saya tak suka baca blog yg bnyk iklan.
sbb.
saya mudah distracted
saya suka simplicity
jadi.
itu sangat annoying
okthxbai

{ at the end of the rope }

say hi to my baby cactuses.they provide O2 to me whilst i serve them my CO2.
how nice~

semalam, malas
hari ini, bosan
esok, tension ah
takde benda lain ke nk ckp?

mcmana nk dpt anugerah cemerlang mcm ni.tp tahun ni ckgu cik puan yg dpt (if u kno wat i mean).orangnya xde la productive mana.mungkin sebab status dan sifat lemah lembut dia.dia memakai tudung labuh dan berstokin.hmm.mungkin aku patut ikut.tp aku masih berstatus bujang.bujang not as glamour i think.ok.xkisah la.aku tak perlu anugerah untuk mmbuktikan aku hebat.hahah.lgpun aku rasa diri ni jauh drpd layak.jadi baik dok diam2 jgn bnyk ckp boleh tak. :P

ok apa aku nk bebelkan sebenarnya.oh.sejak akhir-akhir ni semangat ku semakin luntur.descalating.messy.unorganized.static.not improved.uninterested.exhausted.yaddayaddayadda.ok aku malas nk elaborate pjg2 psl attitude pelajar-pelajar kt sini.makin diajar makin merosot.perkara yang sama tiap hari.lupa bawa buku.buku hilang.lupa bawa dictionary.argh.aku penat.soalan sama setiap hari."teacher, salin ke?"."teacher, buat dlm buku mana?"."teacher, tak paham la.kena tulis dlm bahasa inggeris ke?".kalau buat oral test."teacher, kena jawab dlm BI ke?". ok.dat's it.

i'm frickin very tired kids.pls tell me what to do.what do u want from meyh...!ok emotional

i should re-consider moving out of this wood i suppose.been saying this for umpteenth times already.i know.see, i'm static.how wussy

i know.
i so know.

{ same sh*t, different day }

rojak mee and teh tarik for breakfast.dlm hati bertanya, leh habis ke tak ni...

halo.semalam mc sbb demam.so hari ni kembali ke sekolah dengan menatap piles of unfinished work.my bestfriend at skool was not around today since she had to take care of other stuff and had to be away.me left without company at breakfast since the others have already had theirs.eating alone is as suck as u can tell.tambah2 pulak still feeling a lil bit unwell hence the lost of appetite.pastu sentiasa bnyk benda pikir lately.furthermore, rasa bersalah sebab tak pegi visit dearest adlina yang demam last few days sebab diri sendiri pun demam tapi tak teruk pn demam and tak bertanya khabar buat follow up lps dpt tahu dia demam.skarang baby aqil plak demam dan terpaksa warded sbb temperature sgt tggi, 40 Celsius degree.argh.feel bad nihh.

tapi kalau bnyk pikir macamana sekalipun and hilang selera mkn sbbkan mkn sorang2, apabila food tu sgt sedap ia akan habis juga.lol.slurrpp~

ok, mau bergegas ke hospital.aqil, mommy coming!

charles

just like last year, i'm teaching English for 5 classes, three form 5s, two form4s.bear in mind that my students are of average level and below except for my only two students i can say that they are A scorers.and that is special case.we have science stream here even though some of the students only got Cs for Maths and Science in PMR.but, we give them a chance considering what science education can offer them later.

science classes are of intermediate level and below. the second and third classes are lower.remind you, i teach form 4's and 5's.teachers know that teaching and learning must be done on syllabus basis etc, that covers all the 4 basic language skills, ie speaking, reading listening and writing. i'm not complaining abt my students' performance when me myself holds responsibility to give them quality education but in my case, teaching according to syllabus seems impossible.as a matter of fact this is not my first experience with students here.i wonder what did they learn back in primary school?

take this for example, i just got out frm class 5 arif, that is class no2. i taught grammar on topic SVA (subject-verb agreement).knowing their level, i only taught basic rules of the topic and gave them simple exercise.i gave them a list of mixed up singular and plural subjects/nouns like The principal, Singapore, My mother etc, for them to categorize them into singular or plural group of course. among the nouns/subjects was a person's name, 'Charles' that is.after a while a girl asked me,
"teacher, charles tu apa?"

now, how am i going to teach them according to syllabus?huhu hua!

marriage is overrated

that's my answer to when-is-your-wedding question, nowadays.give me a break will u people.i was browsing thru the wedding photography websites at my desk and did not intend to ask other teachers to join me embracing the beauty of the photos taken by the much desired photographer, 3 senior teachers came behind me and gave remark as blatant as this;

sharp-tongue: tgk gamba org lain kawen buat ape?awk tu bila?

there, and that does it.my ears were burning.so,i replied,

"relax sis.my turn will come.don't bother abt me.(i'm looking for future husband better than yours).besides,my mom said, we can only plan, everything happens when Allah allowed it to happen rite?'

replying to comments like this worn me out already.i'm done justifying my situation.well, married ladies, fret not.i wouldn't want to steal ur husband frm u.u just take care of them n be a good wife n mother and the least u can do is pray for my happiness n i'll pray for urs.

to everybody, "try to accept people the way they are and respect their choices" (busybody is not cool)

peace out

lega

aku kini tidak lagi setiausaha disiplin.sudah digantikan dgn ustazah.

alhamdulillahhhh ;)