the dissatisfaction

result SPM keluar hari ni.sejak semalam aku agak berdebar-debar menunggu keputusan SPM tahun ni.

seraya kepulangan GPK dr PPD membawa berita keputusan SPM yang berada di dlm sampul surat coklat, aku terus melihat keputusan subjek Bahasa Inggeris.

aku kecewa...

tahun lepas soalan senang je.semuanya aku dah ajar.kenapa jadi mcm ni?

bekas pelajar2 datang menemuiku menyatakan kekecewaan mereka.mereka lagi kecewa.tapi aku tak tahu apa yang mereka tulis tempoh hari.apa nk buat.terimalah kenyataan.kawanku ckp, 'barang yang lepas jangan dikenang'.'kenanglah yg di depan mata'.dia melawak.

apa yang aku tahu, banyak benda aku kena buat tahun ni.

attention to anese

obviously i hv changed my blog layout hence the blog links of my friends were lost.i would like to draw anis' attention to this since the only link that i couldn't add is hers.i guess somethg wrong with the address, i'm not so sure.so, if u (anis) or anybody else hv a solution to this prob should you gv me suggestion or a way to deal with this um..problem.

the idea of using my own layout design is put on hold.

i'm just thinking of you

you're like an indian summer in the middle of winter
like a hard candy with a surprise center
how do i get better once i've had the best
you said there's tons of fish in the water,
so the waters i will test...

Initially, I came up with this one.but it looks 'over' a lil bit.haha.but stil everybody else look red.sorry.

proposed future blog layout

what do u think?

deeper conversation copied pasted

Is your favourite colour blue?Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?And im learning you
Is your skin as tanned as mine?Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?And im learning you
And if you dont mindCan you tell me
All your hopes and fearsand Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the worldI’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversationOnly you can make me
I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too
if you dont mind
Can you tell meAll your hopes and fearsand
Everything that you believe inWould you make a difference in the worldI’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me
if you dont mind
Can you tell meAll your hopes and fearsand
Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the worldI’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

i'm seriously looking for her album.hv known that it's available in damansara, but i just dunno when am i gonna go there again.

rocket is nice.
if there is someone who would buy it for me, i would really appreciate that.

aku ada penyakit

penyakit menjadi malas secara mengejut.

i hv to really2 work on that.

a review on last year's achievement:

PMR result.berbanding thn 2007,sorg je pelajar aku dpt A untuk subjek BI.thn lps (2008) 3 org telah berjaya menggondol A bagi subjek itu.aku bangga.riak.takbur.LOL.samada aku pandai mengajar atau mereka memang pandai.haha.tak kisah janji aku dpt nama.

jadi, aku hrp lebih ramai dapat A untuk PMR thn ini.insyaAllah.

aku hrp dpt jadi guru yg lbh ikhlas dan rajin setiap tahun.

gotta run.to be cont.

birthday bash

we had a little birthday celebration for papi last nite even tho her birthday is actually on 28th Nov.we wont be able to do it that day.

it was madness.siap pose pakai tudung sbb nk upload kt blog.haha.

Rama-rama di dalam perut

Esok hari terakhir kursus induksi dan esok aku terpaksa menduduki ujian akhir kursus tapi aku baru study sket.induksi ni diadakan untuk menentukan penjawat awam layak untuk sah jawatan atau tidak, kalau tak mmg confirm aku tak dtg.

aku nk turun bwh mandi kolam tapi geng ckgu lelaki dh conquer kolam renang tu.chet.fied n ucu dh hilang ntah ke mana.td kata mereka nk mandi kolam.mgkn mereka melepak kt cafe kerana bengang kolam sudah ditakluk spesies lain.nasib baik aku tak turun.

banyak nye yg nk kene baca.perintah am la, pekeliling la, mcm2 lg.belanjawan negara pon ade.rs cam panic je tp aku dok main internet je.nota fotostat dah bertimbun tp bila aku baca satu pun tak melekat kt dlm kepala.

batuk aku masih belum sembuh.dh 3 kali aku sesak nafas.nasib baik ade papi,ucu n sue.skarang spine aku rs sakit2 bila saja aku batuk rs sakit sangat.aku anggap ini adalah ujian dari Allah utk org baik baik mcm aku.hakhak.

ya Allah.aku memohon agar lulus dlm ujian induksi ini dan disahkan dlm jawatan.amin.

Al Fatihah

Fied's father has just passed away this afternoon around 4pm at the hospital in Kota Bharu.(i'm not sure which hospital)

I just got back to the hotel from Fied's place in Karak because she has to get back to take her car to go home since she left it there.at this moment she is in Bentong together with her sister's family from KL.how hard it is to receive a news like this in the middle of the induction course where home is hundreds of miles away.but, i could see that Fied whom i know is a very tough girl.she could still make silly jokes on our way to Karak.insyaAllah she'll be coming back here on Monday.

i am so sad...
Be tough Fied dear.
everybody just have to be prepared for that to happen.we never know when.

semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.amin.

Al-Baqarah: 216

Translation:

"...But it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knows, and you know not."

Everything happened for a reason.i know.that's what everybody says.in fact i always believe in that.for every bad things happened, i always believe that there's something much better awaits me just around the corner. ;)

ps: to someone out there,thanx for reminding me abt it.n i hope u know that u do best when u do nothing at all..

i wanna go home

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

School trip

Will be going to KL again tomorrow, on a school trip escorting the Form 3 students. Hopefully will come back with loads of cool pictures of it.