{ because i love exam weeks~ }

right?

because i'm a teacher.lazy one.yea,truth hurts.ouch.not that i'm proud to be one.it's just lazy by nature.lol.but..i am the most willing person to improve.well,not entirely.maybe at times.wait.this is not what i planned to start with this entry.oh no~

i'd like to emphasize that i luurvvve exam weeks not only because i do not have to go to class and teach and educate and nag and spank the students, but also...i get extra time to go online!!hahaha.and.and i can sleep late at night stalking, chatting, copying, mocking, etc.and wake up the next day unpanic because with swollen eyes i can still manage to stay cool and presentable at skool since no teaching to do!ahaha.woh.excitednye.and the fact that we don't punch in our arrivals at werkplace.wat's awesomer than that?u tell me~ ;D

anyways,both me n hunny (housemate) are sporting some diet plan.haha.some might find it annoying that we are on diet for God's sake!it happened accidentally i think when i started to slow down on eating since last period (well, a normal thg to me physio) plus i accidentally bought a pair of skinny fit pants from MNG and it fits!initial plan was to get one from GAP.at least i saved a few bucks.itupun nk cite ke.haha.so, hafta maintain the curves y'all!hehe.so jadila xmkn mlm sejak beberapa malam sudah.wlupn sgt lapa even now.haha.tp sbb malas nk g dapur n beria cari food, baik berlapar.leh kurus.haha lagi.

wlupun hati sebenarnya sedang berduka lara... :'(

tapi, hidup mesti diteruskan dan fikiran mesti positif dan hati kena redha ketentuan Allah.betapa manusia ilmu pengetahuannya sgt terbatas tentang urusan Allah.(tetibe mood tuka jd insaf dan lebih seryes).apa yang kita hajati tak semuanya tercapai dan kita yg jahil mahu mempersoalkan ttg ketidakadilan sedangkan,
kita tidak tahu.kita lupa akan satu rukun iman.percaya kepada qada' dan qadar Allah.sesungguhnya Dia yg mengetahui akan segala-galanya.subhanallah.the least we can do is, pray.Wallahu'alam.

belajarlah untuk redha beep..kebahagiaan hadir pd mereka yg redha~

mata masih belum mengantuk.kwn kt ym tnya soalan yg agak common lately.

"beep xnak pindah sekolah?"

hmm.mmg dh ramai sgt bertanyakan soalan sampai masa ni.tmbh2 hari tu ade satu peluang yg awesome mcm org mengantuk diberikn bantal.so, i take this chance to justify my decision here.

taknak tuka lagi sebab:
1. wanna further studies.tetibe bersemangat waja bersama adlina utk mengisi borang dan sudahpun submit ke institusi itu.*hoping and praying hard to be accepted n to make it thru in time*
2.klu pindah mestila blk kelantan kn.so.dh jauh nk travel to bangi nnt.chewah.

stakat ni itulah alasannya.previous alasan adalah.

1.takut.risau ttg adaptation with nu place.
2.risau ttg nu ppl.
3.sayang. nk tggl sek yg best n sempoi skrg.
4.sayang. nk tggl org2 kt sini.
5.tunggula lepas kawen nnt.ikut je suami.which right now i have NO IDEA when's that gonna happen.

so i hope i am making the right decision considering all stated above.nnt jgn tnya lagi dah okei?hehe

dh pukul 0110hrs.marila tdo.xguna merindukan bulan.ok xde kaitan.kwn tu pn dh xsabar2 nk baca new entry yg agak berjela ni.til then,

goodnite world~yawnn

{ oit }

to someone who's a regular here, with a message;

"whoa, now ur a regular at setelkahwin dot com"

*giggle*

i am sooooo happy that ur soooo happy now.
hugs n kisses~

ps: glad that u found it useful~wink*

{ 27 years and fabulous.lol }

the cake.brought by ibu together with balloons n caps.isn't she the sweetest?

i always remember every single sweet moment i had with my besties back in UTM, got them tucked in neatly the fondest memory.especially when it comes to birthday celebrations.everybody was so creative and eager to 'kenakan' the birthday girl, for fun. something for her to remember.throwing balloons that filled with water was one of the common acts made.i remember one funny moment.it was in 2003 if i'm not mistaken, when we were in 3rd year and i had mexx as my roommate.on the birthday eve i was so moody because i was having pms haha and the girls of course planned to do smthg to me,but they had to cancel it considering my mood.haha.sian diorg.afraid they might be scolded i suppose.lol.
so, the next day when i was in the bathroom that morning,suddenly i heard commotion frm outside.there were a bunch of them crowded the bathroom with a pail of watered balloons and, SPLASH SPLAT SPLASH..they threw them over the wall and i was like.huaaa..weyyy...ape nehh..*laughtersss*~those days were the sweetest.

now that most of us are in great distance frm each other, i really miss their prank.but alhamdulillah i live with hani, and adlina is just a stone's throw away.ibu came by tonite with baby aqil,bringing a choc cake,with balloons and birthday caps some more.n she accidentally blew up one balloon whilst blowing it.lol,sian ibu sakit mulut dia.we burst into laughter coz initially she wanted to make it as surprise.went to her car out of my sight n suddenly,POW! so i asked 'eh, ibu apa tu?' in my mind i thought that was mercun ke ape,and she giggled and turned silent.hehe

thank u so much ibu and chick for being so sweet.i love u both.i really miss the others.

let's rekindle the sweet memory.here's the poem dedicated to u girls;

i carry your heart with me ,i carry it in

my heart. i am never without it. anywhere

i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done

by only me is your doing, my darling.

i fear no fate. for you are my fate, my sweet. i want

no world. for beautiful you are my world, my true

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows

higher than soul can hope or mind can hide

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart i carry it in my heart

E.E Cummings

{ ;) }

yippie~

nice pelamin, nice flowers, nice photo editing.just like hw i'd like mine to be ;)

*seronok*

(photos taken frm ayureq's)

{ pretty lil things }

bouquet for flower girls.checkout my flickr for more photos (new interest-vintagising photos)

the idea of having flower girls on wedding day, isn't it awesome?so aifaa is going to have four of em this saturday (her big day).and yesterday me n dearesr adlina went to her place to help her out with a few last prep but we cudn't do anythg since she accidentally broke the glue gun.hehe.wat a shame.so both of us only managed to capture lotsa of photos of all sort of thgs we found in the bride's room.hehe.owhh all so lovely lovely petty pretty thgs that will make the wedding so indahh~really makes me feel like i-so-wanna-get-married.hehe.

so tak sabar for another weekend knock-out.and nurul is gonna make it to aifaa's wedding.insyaAllah.just imagine these ex-roommates havent met since graduation day!

{ huhu }

tak kisah bila org ckp my handbag looks like mcm mak-mak punya.
i guess that is vintage value she saw in it, huh.
nevermind~

vintage okei





.:kita ikut perkembangan fesyen.ahaks.:

{ i love weddings }

i love wonderful wedding photos today's photogs offer.n SN sure pulls off the gorgeous ones

m honored to be asked to create hand bouquet by much beloved soon-to-be bride friends.just made one for aifaa last weekend. ;)


loved the roadtrip. loved the baby blue mosque

last weekend was blissful.spent precious 2days with two lovely friends, going for a roadtrip to Kuantan to help her search for wedding thingies was so much fun.when it comes to little little stuff for wedding preparation, i am always happy to help.best sgt!

and i always have this idea of my own wedding in my head.even though there's always a change of theme colours every other time, but still it's gonna be pastels for sure.
as for now, i just love attending close friends' weddings.deep down inside i believe my time will come soon.insyaAllah~

.:can't wait to attend wedding no2:.

to aifaa, ur most welcome my dear.

{ january 2010 }

january has just left us.time really flies isnt it?
my january was full with goods and bads and worst.some things are to keep and some things learnt and some things that can't be forgotten.i am scarred.

what matters most is i just love my best of friends.for always be there during good and bad weather.thanks so much for moral support, for lifting me up when i was down, for reminding me that i always have u, for reaching out your hands for me when i was falling (mcm lagu je)
what would i be without you girls...
.:love to bits:.

{ excusez moi~ }

some words are better be kept to ourselves.some people might find it annoying or we just don't give a damnnn~


peace

just smthg i enjoy listening to on this boring day~

when you feel like quitting
what would keep you going

quote

"if you love someone, set him free.
If you have to stalk him, he probably wasn't yours in the first place.haha"

mary horowitz
all about steve

charles

just like last year, i'm teaching English for 5 classes, three form 5s, two form4s.bear in mind that my students are of average level and below except for my only two students i can say that they are A scorers.and that is special case.we have science stream here even though some of the students only got Cs for Maths and Science in PMR.but, we give them a chance considering what science education can offer them later.

science classes are of intermediate level and below. the second and third classes are lower.remind you, i teach form 4's and 5's.teachers know that teaching and learning must be done on syllabus basis etc, that covers all the 4 basic language skills, ie speaking, reading listening and writing. i'm not complaining abt my students' performance when me myself holds responsibility to give them quality education but in my case, teaching according to syllabus seems impossible.as a matter of fact this is not my first experience with students here.i wonder what did they learn back in primary school?

take this for example, i just got out frm class 5 arif, that is class no2. i taught grammar on topic SVA (subject-verb agreement).knowing their level, i only taught basic rules of the topic and gave them simple exercise.i gave them a list of mixed up singular and plural subjects/nouns like The principal, Singapore, My mother etc, for them to categorize them into singular or plural group of course. among the nouns/subjects was a person's name, 'Charles' that is.after a while a girl asked me,
"teacher, charles tu apa?"

now, how am i going to teach them according to syllabus?huhu hua!