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4/01/2013
hates n worries and i HATE PBS
Assalamualaikum.hi all
so i am going back to work, teaching and doing a lot of other stuff which i forever hate. i was on 2 months leave due to my poor health condition.come to think about school, oh i hate sports practice, and camping!being pregnant for the second time is nothing better than the 1st one.i mean, the morning sickness was as difficult.i was warded because i couldn't down anything. i lost 4kgs.but the excitement of having another kid is super awesome since Qamarina will have her partner, playmate, someone to have fight with etc.insyaAllah.hopefully the delivery will be as easy like when i had her.oh i think this time we r expecting a boy because i get hungry super fast and i am 4 months n already he is kicking!!woohoo
anyways, i just really need to pour my feelings out.of not wanting to work anymore.all i wanna do is stay at home and take care of le famile.and i have cried so bad since i am sooooo unmotivated to get back working, doing all the stupid work that the system has put us in.PBS, frog, lizard, bulls etc.i am very traditional.i get confused when there r so many programs to be implemented and none is being done and proven to be effective long enuff and suddenly the new ones come up.give me a break!!!!i hate teaching.i just realized mytrue passion if only teaching is my ultimate profession, i should be teaching pendidikan Islam because that's the only thing i think people should be taught nowadays!teaching language is boring. and meaningless.i am not satisfied.ah things happen for a reason.i really make my hubby worried.
i am also worried about our trip abroad next month.we never brought Qamarina on a plane before and it really gets me restless because the first trip is going to be a very long hours one.we are going to Vienna for a week since my hubby gets to present his research paper at a conference.i'm all paranoid about this.will she cope well with the whole thing, flying, weather..ah this is no fun anymore.i want it to be fun.so if there's anybody out there who has any tips or experience that have worked for u, i'd really appreciate if u could share with me.tq!!
til then,
XOXO
so i am going back to work, teaching and doing a lot of other stuff which i forever hate. i was on 2 months leave due to my poor health condition.come to think about school, oh i hate sports practice, and camping!being pregnant for the second time is nothing better than the 1st one.i mean, the morning sickness was as difficult.i was warded because i couldn't down anything. i lost 4kgs.but the excitement of having another kid is super awesome since Qamarina will have her partner, playmate, someone to have fight with etc.insyaAllah.hopefully the delivery will be as easy like when i had her.oh i think this time we r expecting a boy because i get hungry super fast and i am 4 months n already he is kicking!!woohoo
anyways, i just really need to pour my feelings out.of not wanting to work anymore.all i wanna do is stay at home and take care of le famile.and i have cried so bad since i am sooooo unmotivated to get back working, doing all the stupid work that the system has put us in.PBS, frog, lizard, bulls etc.i am very traditional.i get confused when there r so many programs to be implemented and none is being done and proven to be effective long enuff and suddenly the new ones come up.give me a break!!!!i hate teaching.i just realized mytrue passion if only teaching is my ultimate profession, i should be teaching pendidikan Islam because that's the only thing i think people should be taught nowadays!teaching language is boring. and meaningless.i am not satisfied.ah things happen for a reason.i really make my hubby worried.
i am also worried about our trip abroad next month.we never brought Qamarina on a plane before and it really gets me restless because the first trip is going to be a very long hours one.we are going to Vienna for a week since my hubby gets to present his research paper at a conference.i'm all paranoid about this.will she cope well with the whole thing, flying, weather..ah this is no fun anymore.i want it to be fun.so if there's anybody out there who has any tips or experience that have worked for u, i'd really appreciate if u could share with me.tq!!
til then,
XOXO
1/25/2013
{ Maulidur Rasulullah SAW }
assalamu'alaikum. alhamdulillah..for giving me chance to still breathe and live healthily except for now that I'm conceiving our second child, I have been nausea from what people call morning sickness which doesn't only happens in morning.Alhamdulillah..
my mother in law phoned my hubby in the morning and I heard my hubby was saying thanks and inshaa Allah for quite many times so I was wondering what was that about good news that i didn't knowt?hmm curious.but not for long cos once he hang up, he told me that he has forgotten that he was also born on 12 Rabiul Awal on Monday the same date as our beloved Prophet Muhammad SAW was born.mashaa Allah..so his mother was wishing him happy birthday just now.alhamdulillah.
i was watching Imam Webb on TV Al hijrah just now and one thing (among others) that really got me was when he said, which I quote "what would we do as Muhammad SAW ambassador, to portray his akhlaq and to spread the religion of Allah SWT.to other people" wow that really touched me.
I am teaching at a Christian school, with 99% of chinese people whom i know none of them are Muslims.most of my colleagues are not.well obviously they don't really keep many Muslim teachers at a school of the kind.thw issue here is..so in Padang Mahsyar, when Allah asked my colleague "why you never wanted to convert to Islam?" and she'd say "cause Habibah never asked me never told me about Islam" huaa what am I going to say???astaghfirullahal'azeem.my amanah is the heaviest.i have thought about this ever since the first day i received the transfer letter to this school.it's too scary.i haven't really do my da'wah to any of them cause I'm too scared about the outcome.scared with possible feedback they would give?my principal?the ministry?
I am still worried I would never perform this da'wah.
my mother in law phoned my hubby in the morning and I heard my hubby was saying thanks and inshaa Allah for quite many times so I was wondering what was that about good news that i didn't knowt?hmm curious.but not for long cos once he hang up, he told me that he has forgotten that he was also born on 12 Rabiul Awal on Monday the same date as our beloved Prophet Muhammad SAW was born.mashaa Allah..so his mother was wishing him happy birthday just now.alhamdulillah.
i was watching Imam Webb on TV Al hijrah just now and one thing (among others) that really got me was when he said, which I quote "what would we do as Muhammad SAW ambassador, to portray his akhlaq and to spread the religion of Allah SWT.to other people" wow that really touched me.
I am teaching at a Christian school, with 99% of chinese people whom i know none of them are Muslims.most of my colleagues are not.well obviously they don't really keep many Muslim teachers at a school of the kind.thw issue here is..so in Padang Mahsyar, when Allah asked my colleague "why you never wanted to convert to Islam?" and she'd say "cause Habibah never asked me never told me about Islam" huaa what am I going to say???astaghfirullahal'azeem.my amanah is the heaviest.i have thought about this ever since the first day i received the transfer letter to this school.it's too scary.i haven't really do my da'wah to any of them cause I'm too scared about the outcome.scared with possible feedback they would give?my principal?the ministry?
I am still worried I would never perform this da'wah.
12/10/2012
{ zoo negara }
hi all. assalamu'alaikum.how was every body's weekend? mine was quite fun because on Saturday i asked my hubby to take me out to Kenanga mall for another I-don't have-proper outfits-to-wear excuse shopping.haha.but i kid you not, i need to buy more baju kurung since the ones i have, (well most of them) are worn out already and you can spot me wearing the same baju kurungs in many pictures.hehe.what makes me want to check out for baju kurung there is because one of my fav boutiques is located at the mall, Kriteria! and they sell off-season baju kurungs which I don't mind buying because the in-season ones are rather pricey i tell ya.so ok, let's cut this long story short, i couldn't find any that attracts my interest, well, what did I expect, they are off-seasons!haha..so..proceeded to other shops please and tada! i came home with this nice printed shawl which i wore the next day to Zoo Negara..what a lame place to visit. We thought Qamarina would love to see the animals.
why don't we just enjoy the photos.
why don't we just enjoy the photos.
the animal show was rather boring.that girl talked too much.we wanna see more animals in action!
see.this girl was getting BOREDDD..so we left after 10mins watching the show.
then Qamar and her abah fed the Elee!
she was rather thrilled despite the boring face
big birds!
us.
it was so hot and i sweat like mad and couldn't enjoy the trip anymore
bought some cute animal hat for Qamarina and off we left the place to a more cozy place...
home!
man, i just love the shawl.ok.bai
12/08/2012
{ Qamarina turned 1! }
how time really flies huh.my baby has turned 1 year old, growing up healthily and a very active girl I must say.whew, I really sweat myself chasing her around nowadays.alhamdulillah...we were really thankful to our brothers and sisters and friends who came and made the day memorable and fun.above all, we are very thankful to Allah SWT for His blessings and rezeki that's full of ni'mat and may we become more grateful and better muslims everyday, ameen.
to the love of my life,
Ummi loves you so much.
11/02/2012
android source code for battery status
yep..this actually was created by Pi.being a designer and unlike me, who has to drag piles of papers and books home, he doesn't have much office work to do and most of the time his work is done at the office, not at home like teachers.and he gets full weekends off and again, unlike me i would have to go to school or KDU or Taylor's Uni for latihan dlm perkhidmatan most Saturdays! luckily the holidays are just round the corner.yay.ok I've gone too far, haha.
um, so in short, click this link if you're looking for something free for ur android.tehee >>> Pi's blog
um, so in short, click this link if you're looking for something free for ur android.tehee >>> Pi's blog
10/20/2012
new header
like my blog new header? done the drawing via Adobe Illustrator using Genius drawing tablet with the much help from Mr Pi. life's awesome like dat..
10/18/2012
10 months and counting
she has grown to be a very active and cheeky girl, she even bullied me sometimes whenever I let her touch my face or play with my hair or something like that, she would slap and pull and scratch me to her heart's content and really enjoying it T T. one activity that really can distract her attention is climbing up the stairs unless she is really upset about something else then nothing can do, not even the tablet can put her at ease. that is when she's tired, hungry and sleepy.hehe.as for now, I really hope and pray that she will get fast recovery from quite severe diarrhea which has been going on for almost 2 weeks and this really breaks my heart because her bums got red and blistered even though she doesn't experience dehydration and vomiting.that's when she gets cranky and mad and not happy.oh so SADD.. please pray for her. ceh, mcm serious benar. tp mmg serious. T T
love u long time baby
10/12/2012
leaf up!
bought this plant a week ago. just one of our keenness, love being surrounded by nature, greenery. watching them grow and providing a warm surrounding, just puts me at ease.
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