kak han n abg nazif

ever so loving and sweet couple.semoga bahagia ke anak cucu.

once upon romeo and juliet

Romeo and juliet had a great deal in common besides the fact that they went out together for a couple of months. They were both convinced-absolutely convinced that the primary reasons why their relationship had failed revolve around their various partner’s shortcomings. Juliet wants a mate who will make her feel loved.whole and complete. Whom will accept her and appreciate her for who she is. Well, romeo wants the same thing too, maybe.they both thought they were ready for “the real thing”, they both felt they were deserving of love. They both saw themselves as being well-intentioned. Both believed they were loving.and both blamed their partner for somehow not being “enough” in everything.

Romeo remembers being in a relationship from which he was with-holding a full commitment. His partner was justifiably annoyed. The more politically correct part of him was telling juliet that this was his problem, not hers. In fact, they would often have long soul-searching conversations in which he would explain that he was the one who couldn’t love fully. Juliet acted as though she believed his words. But did she really? No.

Romeo is the reason juliet can’t move forward. He’s the reason she can’t feel more committed. And then he would go through all the ways in which she was a little bit less than perfect. Less than perfect for him. Less than perfect in general. Never for a moment considering the countless ways in which he was less than perfect. Never he knows that probably juliet was much smarter, much more decent, and much more human being than he was.clearly, he had lost his mind.

For juliet, she wonders if she ever stopped and think about this long enough. And if she was able to be honest enough. She knows that she consistently blamed her partners for the failures of her relationship – even when she said she wasn’t doing that.

looking forward to ending the story

for u to notice.d.c

i'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where i would impress u
with every single word i said
or come out insightful
or brave or smooth
or charming
and u'd want to call me
and i would be there everytime
u need me
i'd be there everytime
but for now i look so longingly waiting
for u to want me
for u to need me
for u to notice me...
dedicated to my secret admire.guru pen kanan koku.LOL

eaten from inside.loser in the making

feeling like a complete loser.despite the careful plans i had, everything seems to be so went wrong.can somebody slap me on the face or something?i need to wake up my sleepy head.at least bring it back to my senses.gosh.i really need to make some major big fat changes to my life.seriously.i've been procrastinating quite a lot.time to press the play button!

pieces dont fit anymore

i realized it very clearly that i have destroyed everything. and there was this nite. the confession.i cried all nite. it sure has destroyed me da greatest on top of all destructions in the world.even my plan Bs...i am all broken into pieces.n i have no explanation.we are so destined to lose.

what have i done

maybe i should have never interfered with it. but come to think of it, i did it because i love her so much. i wanted the best for her.now that I've ruined the faith she had in me.i wish i never said things like that to her. but to an extent i think she should know. now i'm confused.i don't know what to do.she said how could i believed in someone who has let me down than her. what was i supposed to say?i said i'm sorry.and she left me.i think i lost her.

how to lose a guy on the first date

try saying any of these.
1. "i just love text messaging. don't u?"
2. "excuse me. i have to poop now."
3. "so, how many women have u slept with??"
4. "i went to Europe last month, with my ex, u know"
5. "good manners are for pansies."
6. "i hate babies"
7. "i have to answer this call.it's my ex."
8. "how can you wear something like that?"
hehe

felda sg retang, jerantut.

omg. its been a while. u guys must be missing me a lot.hehe.here's some updates from me.i'm in felda sg retang in jerantut, pahang now.i'm teaching in the school here.surprisingly, i like the place a lot. we have wireless internet connection here, how cool is dat!
tp fs kena block.huhuhuh.
catch u guys later.xde idea.haha
big kiss

the best deception

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that u were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that u wish u could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of that from u.

restart

I was listening to the campur-chart on fly fm one nite (when I was in KL last week) when the drowsiness got the upper hand of me, I was almost fall asleep when the DJs answered a phone call frm some guy whom actually wanted to ask them a favor. So, I bend my ears to it, “interesting”, I said to myself. What he actually asked is he wanted to get back together with his ex girlfriend of 5 years! But, he didn’t have the guts to ask her directly thus he called the flyfm DJs, they have this ask-a-favor-thingie I suppose. Soppy stuff. He’s putting his ego at stake.nice. So, the DJ called the ex gf and put them together on air.how cool is that. Since the guy was way too nervous (I guess) to talk to the girl, the DJ took over by asking whether she still remember this guy she broke up with 5 years back.

“Is it khairudin (name has been changed)?” she asked.

Then the DJ told her directly that this guy was actually wanted her back and he was damn sorry about the things happened when he left her 5 years ago. That startled girl hesitated and the DJ asked the guy to talk to her by himself. Gosh, it was drama! So, the guy asked for apology and hoping that this girl cud give him a second chance.that’s the way boy! Again, the girl hesitated but she said yes. That guy couldn’t be more happy I guess. Needless to say the angelic DJs and me too.hehe. but after a few seconds, I’ve come to think of it, “what took the guy so long to do exactly that after 5 years?” Man, that was long.me could have had 5 different bfs in 5 yrs.hehe

There are 2 possible reasons out of it. First, which I strongly believed, that guy was actually desperate of getting a partner, maybe he wanted to get married any sooner. Since he did not find any suitable girl for himself in 5 years, or after breaking a few other innocent hearts, he thought of this ex gf of his and realized she’s actually the one he had been looking for. He knew that the girl probably hasn’t totally forgotten him or whatever, so he said, why don’t he try give it a shot? That or secondly, he has wanted to do that long time ago but couldn’t find the right timing to do so.(sceptical) He thought 5 years is more than right. Everyone was grown older and wiser and more opened, that’s the best timing to nail his desire. On second thought, the first reason bugs me a lot.if dats the case, it’s not fair for the girl’s part. But I’m sure both of them really have to talk about the matter seriously. Its risky, u know. I hoped the guy has more logical reasons than any of those. Whatever the reason might be, I think only lucky ppl get the second chance and do the right thing about it.

birthday card

the only birthday card i got

::070303::happy birthday to myself

miss me already?hehe.i was away for a while,having some nice stuffs, knocking myself out.

so, it's been a year since my most memorable ever beautiful birthday me had back in utm with my beloved girls.i carry ur hearts with me, i carry em in my heart.i still do.i was counting the days, yan was the first to wish me happy birthday.she was 1 day earlier to be exact.n it was jimmy, steph, arff, aifaa, yan(again), gurl, papi, fad, naziman, none, apist, mexx, ibu, hunny, anis,wardah,mischa,rais, nago,bibby, anty, kakelin, nurul, bunny,ucu,nuar,n a few others better left unsaid.hehe.

really apreciate it.thanx so much.

i wish i cud do garden birthday bash for the ppl i love some day.

love is in the air

it's good to be surrounded by all the people i love.family, sisters n frens;not all yet though.huhu.its running thru my veins n im feelin so good.dedicated to all my beloved people: je t'aime!