argh give me a break!

on virtual chat with some studied-abroad-for-7 years-guy.ah c'mon

van helsing: dok kadok ratam mano?
me: ratamm??? (wat is the??)
van helsing: belah mana
me: ohh (geng carok mana la ni.hisyyy)

xxxxxxx

van helsing: umo brp?
me: 26
van helsing: nmpk mcm bini org
me: (wtf!) right..thanx a lott

seriously, don't even try to get to know me, saves the sweat.
piss off

my first banner design

papi is opening a cyber cafe.with her partner.i know this is quite a big news but m not here to tell the story.go ask her urself ya.
i got the honour to design the banner for her cc.

and the banner.they altered the logo tho

n my nose flareddd.haha

way to go pup.good luck!

apology accepted

i feel bad. as a matter of fact, i hv been feeling it since Sunday.my best friend was getting engaged the other day and i only congratulated her this morning.how could i? u might be asking the same question.i know.i have no idea.close friends know this syndrome of mine.not calling/texting ppl during critical time?who would forgive that?but, oftentimes, there are reasons for that matter.other times, there still are reasons.

earlier.
i texted her

me : hey darling. i just wanna congratulate u on ur engagement.was it lovely?(innocently asking)
her : thanx.alhadulillah.im just happy with how things went.i'll be in kl tmrrw. (not usual her.oh flip flipper n flipping hell!)
me : (knowing she's pissed by instinct n trying to act cool) Alhamdulillah. i couldn't be more happy for u.i'm sorry i didn't contact u earlier.(fingers crossed)
her : it's ok.sedih la jgk sket2.T_T
me :(alamak) I knew it. n i'm sorry for not contacting u earlier.i just cudn't justify myself..bla3..

she didn't reply.i'm freaked out.

me : i'm sorry 2009.i lov u.huhu
her : no la syg..i love u so much
me : (yayy) dat's the biggest relief!tq dear

Isn't she the sweetest?are we lesbians?no.we are sisters bonded by love n sweet memories (wth?no idea) isn't that lovely how ppl can forgive easily. i think dat's a wise thg to do tho.hehe.and me, always screwed up.hissyyy!teruk btol.

p/s: i love ya.big fat kiss

my thinking cap

am thinking...actually there's a lot of thinking to be done this year..
especially this one..maybe being nice not always a good idea..

an update

 I was away for a while
But I'm hoping someday you'll forgive me
Though I don't deserve it
I'll cherish it well if you give me one of your new starts

Just one more last chance
I swear that I'll earn it
If you front me for now
I'm good for it I swear
I'm better now I swear

In earlier days, they'd persecute people
They'd carry them off, and hobble their legs
For lesser offenses, and how I have harmed you
And still you allow me to walk free of pain

Though I punish myself
I will never settle
The debts I've incured for scorning the face
Of absolute beauty, and measureless grace
And though I once mocked you
I'm dying to pay for it now
I'm dying to pay for it now

So hand me the rocks to help weigh me down
And tether my legs with a cord tightly bound
To the end of an anchor thrown into the sound
And test me to see if I will rise against the worst that it can get

I wasn't well for a while
I savored the things that I knew were sure to destroy me
And that seemed to hold me
That seemed to carry me where I couldn't go
On the strength of my own
Well, I should've known
That gets me nowhere
I've learned that now I swear

In earlier days, they'd persecute people
They'd carry them off, and hobble their legs
For lesser offenses, and how I have harmed you
And still you allow me to walk free of pain

Though I punish myself
I will never settle
The debts I've incured for scorning the face
Of absolute beauty, and measureless grace
And though I once mocked you
I'm dying to pay for it now
I'm dying to pay for it now, now, now

So hand me the rocks to help weigh me down
And tether my legs with a cord tightly bound
To then end of an anchor thrown into the sound
And test me to see if I will rise against the worst that it can get

Well, I wasn't sure that I could
Well, I wasn't sure that I could
Well, I wasn't sure that I could
But, I can