5/27/2010

{ check this out }




Greyson Michael Chance (born 1997) is a 12-year-old singer/songwriter/pianist from Edmond, Oklahoma whose April 2010 performance of Lady Gaga's "Paparazzi" at Edmond's sixth-grade music festival became a hit on YouTube when his May 13, 2010 performance of the song on The Ellen DeGeneres Show was publicized. As of May 26, 2010 the song cover video had a total viewership of over 21 million.

(source: wikipedia)

i am just awestruck by his talent yo.and what a smart kid he is (check him out in ellen degeneres')

ps: watch out bieber!heheh ;P

{ happy long weekend! }


rascal 1:telinga capang


rascal 2: kuat makan.gemokk!

gonna meet these two rascals this evening.yay.


normally, the first few hours would be lovely.heh
and later when things got warmed up and familiar, they will fight and fight and annoy the hell out of me.
a few hours before i leave them, they will be all manja and gediks and rascal 1 asyik nak dok atas riba je (rascal 2 is too heavy to riba) and tanya bila nk dtg lagi.
hisy, memang rascals.
but i love u both!


5/25/2010

{ becoming regular }

me n hunny are becoming regular faces at middle earth restaurant.apparently they are on fb as well.kewl.wait.i dun hv fb.haha

tonite's dinner
"tiny shaft long shaft salad"
funny name for a meal ait?huhu


ps: can't wait to treat this to kakngoh.whenever she gets here.hehehe

5/24/2010

{ raksasa gorgon berbaju oren yg comel }


pada suatu petang yg dingin di padang golf

eenie dan meenie sedang bersuka ria sambil cam-whoring dongak ke langit

tiba-tiba.kaboom. "heluu there,wot are u two doing down here sweeties?"



eenie n meenie: aaaaa.help! help! help!
gorgon oren: makan budokkkk!



okla, selesai mkn budok 2 orang td,raksasa pulang dulu.
zaasssssssss
api roket kuar dr bontot dan raksasa meluncur naik ke langit.
end.



ps: raksasa oren pls jgn marah nnt kene jual kt bander!sayang kamu!

i love u girls!big kiss

{ aduh, scary la plak }


i am grateful.alhamdulillah.
but little voices inside my head keep wishing for it to be unreal.sheesh y did i apply for it in the first place?am so going to die.pls july don't come quick!


5/23/2010

{ blastful picnic! }













location: lata meraung, jerantut.
fun rate: HIGH

lesson learnt: never wear track bottom.hua!buruk siot

did i have fun? a lot of it.
gonna have some group photo shooting soon.thanx ibu for the lovely foods!
ps: tak jadi buat cite gorgon menyerang sbb intenet slow gilerrrrr buat aku sakit hati nk upload photos bnyk2.sekian

5/21/2010

{ dine out:middle earth }


despite the hot sensation was a little bit intense in the black pepper sauce, i really liked it.strongly think it's home-made.
beep certified.nomnomnomnom


yay.finally!


cool place huh?


sebelum balik, tuan punye kedai ajak dtg lg, tgk world cup huhu



it was pretty quiet and calm for a restaurant, all we could hear was pitt bull singing shitloads of his whatever horny lyrics frm the stereo.*wth*.
felt as if we were at smone's home waiting for the host to bring us drinks.minus pitt bull. *eyes rolling*. hate him
this is quite a mat saleh's hang out place here.the jerantut railway station is just nearby.

{ happy friday! }

{ i turn to YOU }


recite al-Quran and i find tranquility


after a terrible day
and i felt like screaming
my lungs out

when i felt so down
and it seems all hope
had gone

when i feel betrayed
and i cursed

in a terrible situation
and i couldn't see a way out

when my self esteem
is moving south

i turn to Allah

i turn to Allah
and i find peace

5/20/2010

{ a walk to remember : remembered }





to all dear friends.enjoy.
iamsofrickinbored

{ this aint a love story, it's a tragedy }

girl met boy.boy fell for the girl.boy left the girl.

guess i will write about it later..i got writer's block all of sudden.chewah.i just could not bring myself to write about it.makes me asking my own rationality.why now?i dunno



not much money left for shopping.sigh
















school: exam mode
figuring out where to be this weekend.i know for sure if i stayed here, i'll be dead out of boredom.the jaya jusco in one utama is having clearance sale due to the closing of the store soon.gosh i missed it.what a shame
i see ikea meatballs glistening before my eyes.but not so certain about that yet.
but most probably.we'll see

5/18/2010

{ [ur name here] }


How the girls can turn to ghosts
before your eyes
And the very dreams that led to them
are keeping them from dying
And how the grace with which she walked into your life
Will stay with you in your steps,
Pace with you a while
For so long, so long...

5/17/2010

{ last weekend in photos }

this is not a blog-shop.below are photos containing series of activities of three hot chicks during their outing last weekend.they went to some bander bundle shop late at nite when ppl are closing their shops only they knew to go out.two of them are desperate housewives.lol.poor those garments became their laughing stock that nite.bad gals~


kimi kardashian loves the boyfriend shirt.oohh

jessica alibaba sure loves green


kimi kardashian's best vintage find that nite.sadly she doesn't wear this kind of skirt


lindzy lohan's best retro number


say "nnitteii" not "nnate"


bread's pudding baked by lindzy. custard sauce specially cooked by kimi kardashian.jessica alibaba was an avid eater
oh la la~

5/15/2010

{ guru pembina negara bangsa }

hm,bole la.

hr guru tahun lepas.
aku :kakma, nak tgk hadiah spesel bib dpt?
kakma : mana nk tgk
aku : (mengambil kepingan hadiah itu seraya menayangkan kepadanya )
kakma : oh? itu, mozek?oh.. kakma tgk kt atas meja pengetua pun ada yg ni, sebijik!
aku : hahaha.yeke.peminat misteri ni kasi.tgk2 dh ada atas meja.mesti dia minat bib ngn
tn haji je kan.hahaha

kakma : sgt seni.
aku : huhuhu



terima kasih sayang walau di mana jua kamu berada.nape xtulis nama?huhu

aku takdela mengharap pelajar kasi hadiah bila tiba hari guru.tp tahun pertama mengajar dulu bnyk gak dpt hadiah.biasa2 je,ala budak kampung.nak keluar ke bandar pun susah utk beli hadiah.i don't mind, really.the thought that matters kan?kalau yg bagi kad sgt la sweet.thn lepas ade sorang student bagi hadiah gelas setgh dozen, weh ni mcm hadiah kawen je.lagi sorg kasi mug jenama milo mungkin percuma mak dia beli milo 2kg..tp xpe, teacher sgt hargai usahamu itu.tq loves.*terharu*

kalau thn lepas aku recite a poem, this year i asked my students to contribute la kan.hari guru kami nk rehat, kamu buat la persembahan ke ape hiburkn hati kami neh...atas permintaan, aku terpaksa la jugak turun pdg latih budak2 ni wat persembahan.aku pilih pelajar2 yg terberpotensi sekali dlm ramai2 pelajar seramai 276 org itu.dari kelas 4sc dan 5sc shj.kira intan terpilih a lebeh kurang.mula2 ingat nk latih drama, tp, hmppkhh jgn hrpla.so aku suruh diorg nyanyi je la.lagu aku pilih dengan sgt teliti haha.so hr ni lepas gotong royong secara besaran yg mana aku tak tolong pon.eh wait, aku kemas bilik sakit tadi.memang best suruh bdk2 wat keje dan kita jadi mandur.muahaha.ok, melalut. so td aku dgn penuh semangat latih bebudak besar ni nyanyi.selama 4 jam, ni lah hasilnya.suara aku dh serak basah bersama ketiakku.tp setakat ni jela yg diorang mampu,so aku redha.utk menggempakkan lagi performance derang hari isnin nnt, aku pun selit la poem yg syahdu khas utk semua guru.mesti tangkap nanges punye nih.aku confident gilar.

latihan mula pukul 11am tamat pukul 3pm.

cubaan pertama: ok, teacher bagi gred 9F

cubaan kedua : ok tcr bagi 8E

cubaan ke 10: tcr bagi 9F semula.nk perform ke xnak nihhhh!!! (teriak gaya linda jasmine kt af)

cubaan ke 17: ok, tcr bagi gred 7D la..bila nk dpt A+ nih wei.

akhirnya,
aku: say, 'i can do it!!'
mereka: 'i can do it!!!!'
aku : can u do it?
mereka :yes we can do it!!!
aku: o yeah bebehhh!! show me whatcha got!

dh hampir pukul 3pm, marila kita buat utk kali terakhir.tcr pun dh hilang suara.




inilah sahaja hasil tgn aku pada kali ini.semoga aku tdk dimalukan pd hari isnin ini.
sekian laporan.

{ gotong royong sempena hari guru wth }


nescafe kick start

yep.tahun ni kementerian suruh kami bergotong-royong membersihkan sekolah bersama ibu bapa, sempena hari guru esok.aku cuba untuk mencari relevance di situ, ada tapi aku malas nak beria.aku rasa xperlu.gotong-royong boleh diadakan bila-bila masa, bukan untuk hari guru sahaja.tapi aku dtg juga tunjuk muka dan buat2 rajin kat bilik memasak tadi.tapi semuanya dah siap dimasak oleh kaum ibu.so aku terkulat2 xtahu nak buat apa so aku blah.

orang lain dok berpeluh busuk gotong-royong.aku kt dlm bilik guru siapkan buku rekod sambil download lagu, baca blog, baca gossip artis, chatting. takde org kacau.ah heaven..

{ currents }




The air is visible around you, rising up and off your lips in slow currents
And I watch as your face is framed in its slow currents
Drifting curls a trailing path
A long drag becomes a dress of blue and ash

If it is born in flames then we should let it burn
Burn as brightly as we can
And if it's gotta end then let it end in flames
Let it burn all the way down

The air is visceral around
Turning in its simple steps on slow currents
and I watch as it pirouettes and spins in slow motion
A long drag becomes a slow dance and a halo of ember

If it is born in flames then we should let it burn
Burn as brightly as we can
And if it's gotta end then let it end in flames
Let it burn all the way down, all the way down

And if this is ever meant to end, then I hope it ends where it began
So hot with love, we burned our hands
If this is ever meant to end, then I hope it ends where it began
So hot with love, it burns our hands

If it is born in flames then we should let it burn
Burn as brightly as we can
And if it's gotta end then let it end in flames
Let it burn, let it burn
If it's gotta end let it burn
If it's gotta end let it burn
It ends where it began, so hot with love, it burns our hands

5/14/2010

{ rintihan hati ini }


Sekeping hati dibawa berlari
Jauh melalui jalanan sepi
Jalan kebenaran indah terbentang
Di depan matamu para pejuang

Tapi jalan kebenaran
Tak akan selamanya sunyi
Ada ujian yang datang melanda
Ada perangkap menunggu mangsa

Akan kuatkah kaki yang melangkah
Bila disapa duri yang menanti
Akan kaburkah mata yang meratap
Pada debu yang pastikan hinggap

Mengharap senang dalam berjuang
Bagai merindu rembulan di tengah siang
Jalannya tak seindah sentuhan mata
Pangkalnya jauh hujungnya belum tiba

ps: beep, kuatkan semangatmuhhh!!

5/13/2010

{ aku kenapa }

2jam dari sekarang ada mesyuarat kurikulum.depa nk buat post-mortem terhadap pencapaian pelajar pd peperiksaan kali pertama, 2 bln lepas.lambat siot meeting.ok GPK1 kami sgt busy.understood.aku masih belum siapkan SWOT analysis aku.bunyi mcm dasyat je kan.nnt nk menggoreng dlm bilik mesyuarat.xpe, aku dh hafal skrip,mcm tahun2 lepas punya.aku tak cuak sgt. 25 min lagi ada lagi satu kelas.aku tgh taip blog entri sekarang.aku kenapa?mungkin terlalu kenyang mkn jamuan pot luck td.

blog aku ni dh jadi mcm extended version of facebook.nasib la blog, aku dh xde fb skang jadi aku bosan.masa ada fb aku komplen masa terbuang masuk longkang.aku kenapa?aku macam ni tapi masih ada hati nak buat dua kerja dan aku juga agak risau takut tak terbuat dengan bagus.mereka mengharapkan aku.tp aku masih belum menghantar borang pun lagi.aku bosan sebab xde sesuatu yg boleh menyibukkan aku.sesuatu yg seronok.jadi aku pun cari penyakit.2 bulan lepas dh order satu penyakit.virus nya belum sampai.bulan ni aku nak order lagi satu.mungkin aku akan masuk wad tak lama lagi.aku kenapa?

aku taip 2, 3 entri dalam satu hari.aku kenapa?pengetua aku cool.

walau bagaimanapun



ibu jelita ni lagi jelita drpd anak dia yg sedia jelita.

internet melalaikan aku.sekian.
aku ntahapa-apa

{ entri ttg tok rimau }


sementara tunggu jamuan pot luck kejap lagi.aku belek blog bekas lecturer aku yg hensem berkilat.lawak a tok komen peminat2 tok.serious aku gelak sorang2.hahaha.klu aku ada fb aku leh menyampuk.takpe.aku silent observer je skarang.teruskan berkarya tok.

{ once bitten twice shy? }


we loved each other
we missed each other

i screwed up

u screwed up

we quarreled

we stopped seeing each other

recently i discovered
we actually still love each other

oh i am so glad

i just hope
even with a little doubt
we could go back to
how we used to be


but i am not going to
expect too highly

ah i am worried

love is such
a mystery

ps: please please please kamu jgn tanya (baca ikut nada lagu alif aziz)

5/12/2010

{ for u to notice }





*don't take things for granted*

ps: the words added in the mid of this vid.not frm me k.

5/10/2010

{ i miss u like crayzeyh }


You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh you make me smile




i think i started to make people bored with this new niece-posts.hehe.sorry my love to this wonderful-always-sleeping-unspeakable tot is like diarrhea, i just cannot hold it.even tho i just got back from home yesterday.she was still sleeping when i left.hua.got back to work just to check the calendar for next breaks.

imagine if i had my own babies...this blog will no longer be beep's blog i suppose!lol

{ hiking }





broga hill, semenyih.photos taken from various sites.


been contemplating to visit this place for a long time already.first attempt was sometime in march but failed due to some crisis.sigh..mid-term school holidays are approaching in 4 weeks.guess i'll be hiking this time.had asked a few ppl a couple weeks ago but i guess all of us are struggling to find leisure time to spend with friends nowadays, i mean those who are married not to mention those who already have kids to look after..except for singles like me who finds going back home is not as tiring lately coz seeing the cute lil one is worth the long hours journey.weee~

see those photos above,what a breath-taking view huh?nk ikut?JOM.bring along ur camera and we'll be cam-whoring all the way.having a picnic also looks delicious up there.nice~

5/06/2010

{ honey bee }


I am a honey bee
Shunned off from the colony
And they won’t let me in

So I left the hive
They took away all my stripes
And broke off both my wings
So I’ll find another tree
And make the wind my friend

I’ll just sing with the birds

They’ll tell me secrets of the world


But my other honey bee

Stuck where he doesn’t wanna be
Oh my darling honey bee

I’ll come save you
Even if it means I’ll have to face the queen


So I’ll come prepared

My new friends say they would help me

Get my loved one back

They say it isn’t right
The bees have control of your mind

But I choose not to believe that


So we’ll meet in the darkness of the night

And I’ll promise I will be there on time

We’ll be guided by my new friends the butterflies

Bring us back to our own little hive


Oh my other honey bee

No longer stuck where he doesn’t wanna be

Oh my darling honey bee
I have saved you

And now that you’re with me

We can make our own honey


pa ram pa pa pa pa ram pa


zee avi rawkz!

5/05/2010

{ indahnya ciptaan Allah }


lisa surihani yg super cute with mia sara yg superduper yummy

ok sape tak tgk 'adamaya' tu kira tak hip la.heheh.aku super suka tgk adamaya sbb cite dia best sweet cute comel sbb all the cast are super cute except for dani.dia kurang cute la sket.heheh.tatapan yg indah di kaca tv3 pd pkul 6.30 ptg hingga 7.30 mlm.mau lihat lagi keindahan? layan sini.

{ yes.i am choosy.but what's ur problem? }


at first, i intended not to write a post abt this lame, over-rated issue not to mention out-dated.but.it seems that people are still concerned abt me and my status, or in other words, are feeling dissatisfied with my way of life, my availability hurts their eyes i suppose, of my decisions whatsoever, it's my responsibility to justify everythg.in other words, to shut ur mouth okei?no?heh,i don't care abt u.

"bib ni choosy.."
"kak bibah ni mcm kete sport yg tak dijual kt kedai" (tak tahan tu statement bdk sorg ni)

"is she waiting for a prince?"
"rugi tau kawen lmbt"

"dulu aku nak, dia xnak."

adalah antara ayat2 pedih telinga yg biasa ku dengar.ah, dh lali pun.lantak korang la.

wait.nmpk saya merana ke sbb xkawen ngn awk?sebenarnya malas la nk ulas pjg2 sbb bukan cara saya nk melenting kerana benda kecik mcm ni.tp, jenis sy juga tak suka berdiam diri bila ego tercabar.

macam ni lah. saya memang memilih.awk tak memilih ke?kalau tak memilih pun tak elok juga kan?baik mcm ni drpd tersalah pilih.i am careful because i tolerate nothing less than excellent.(ayat ex aku dulu).i am careful because i don't want to end up like u.hoho.u seem unhappy.haha.sorry.and.and i never regret for not choosing u.ouch.

ok.clarified.justified.i expect no further questions.

u've got problem with that?seek psychiatrist k.i dun thnk i'm a burden to u.hilang kawalan emosi sbb ada ulcer dlm mulut.ughh

okthxbai.
(ah i lost my cool)