i'm not really that worried

i like pink's latest single.
and been listening to this time too, too many times,just like its movie

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had three real nice, warm, brought-smiles-and-lotsa-laughter phone conversations yesterday.happiness. seems that ppl are worried abt me.i dunno hw to put my thots n feelings into words.the least that i could say is, this is just the journey that Allah had planned for me, to the destination which i dunno where would it lead me to, but the fact that i picked up so many valuable things along the way, i cudn't be more than grateful. i wish i was more certain about everything.n the fact that somebody accuses me of being weak, little that he knows about what i really need.i'm not looking for someone perfect, i'm just waiting for someone right, that i will know by heart.i can list a million things about the criteria and whatnots, but then again, we can only plan.but i'm not worried.i believe Allah has an awesome plan for me.n i know that the right one is out there making his way to me...n when he arrives, i believe it wouldn't be any hard for me to decide.at this point of life i realize that love is just an ideal thing.marriage is a real thing.so i'm just gonna take some time to get there.

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"happiness lies for those who cried, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried"

someday i'll have to say goodbye

so lovely

hunny n fuffy

had them both here in jerantut last weekend.felt alive again.had quite cheeky time. haha.lov u girls!

perking up me mood

laptop skin dat resembles me blog layout.hah, i'm lovin it!

:nine west:

i'm in need to buy new shoes.nine west is pretty pricey but the shoes are just gorgeous...i'm so saving up.but then i dont wear hi heels anymore.the desire died a natural death i cudnt remember when exctly.i even have a fair of hi heels that are still in the box,clean.it felt weird being the tallest person at work.n the fact that the male population has grown vertically challenged nwadays, my hi heels have been thrown out of the window long time ago.what a shame!

doubtless

"Never cry if something
good is over
but smile because it happened"

- Tuan Beep

this monday is so blue...

i'm sleepy...i just dozed off during the assembly luckily i didn't fell off the chair...my skin is dry..i have puffy eyes..my head is aching...i'm hungry but don't feel like eating coz the canteen operator are serving the same menu every monday and i'm sick of it already...but the principal is not here so i'm quite happy...

n i'm wearing blue today...n i so wanna sleep...i wanna sleep my mind off everything and wake up next year..n i wish some things never happened...then i think i'll be much happier..i miss the happier days i used to have.

bantal beropol-ropol

perjalanan balik ke kampung sgt menyeronokkan jika memandu secara konvoi bersama kawan-kawan tersayang.dalam kes aku, adlinaa dan suaminya lah yg selalu menjadi teman konvoi apabila tiba waktu cuti sekolah atau kadang2 cuti hujung minggu yang sebnyk dua hari pun kami balik aje.cuti hari buruh yang lalu aku berkonvoi balik bersama feedvati yang menumpangkan 2 org jejaka macho di dalam keretanya.jejaka macho malu kt aku sbb tumpang perempuan balik kg.hahaha.aku rilek je..ape nak malu..konvoi balik semula ke pahang menjadi lebih bermakna apabila aku dan adlinaa terserempak dgn aifaatumblr di rnr gua musang.dia bersama sepupu.kami sgt teruja.

selesai makan dan borak-borak kami memberi ciuman selamat tinggal.aifaatumblr meneruskan perjalanan balik ke putrajaya.aku dan adlinaa meninggalkan rnr 10 minit kemudian.aku memandu berseorangan.musim cuti begini banyaklah kereta di atas jalan raya.seronok tapi bosan.perjalanan balik ke pahang mengambil masa sekurang-kurangya 5 jam untuk sampai.pinggang pun boleh tahan sakitnya.2 jam terakhir mata pun mengantuk.aku melayan lagu-lagu emo dan menyanyi beriringan dgn kuat untuk mghilangkan rs mengantuk. o yeahh..

keretaku meluncur dgn kelajuan antara 90 hingga 100km/j.di kejauhan ada sebuah kereta Vios berwarna hitam di hadapanku yang tidak berapa laju.aku potong kereta itu, sambil sempat mataku meninjau ke dalamnya, ku nampak pemandunya adalah seorang jejaka kacak lagi manis.haha.seorang diri juga.uuhh...hot stuff...hilang sikit rasa mengantukku.hehe.aku terus menekan pedal minyak meninggalkannya jauh di belakang.tiba-tiba, vios tadi pulak memotong keretaku, mungkin beliau tdk puas hati dan tercabar kerana telah dipotong oleh seorg gadis.haha.plet keretanya bernombor D**1980.mungkin itu tahun kelahirannya, aku berfikir dan berangan-angan.namun begitu,anganku terhenti apabila aku perasan terdapat 2 biji bantal yg beropol-ropol bersama kotak tisu yang cantik di bahagian blkg keretanya.jadi aku rasa dia sudah berkahwin, yang mana isterinya lah yg bertanggungjawab menghias kereta itu dgn indah sekali,which i strongly believe dat, atau dia memang sukakan barangan feminin.huhu.chehh..aku membiarkannya memecut jauh ke hadapan.

dan aku, kembali melayan lagu-lagu emo.