7/20/2008

This ruined puzzle

This ruined puzzle is beige with the pieces all face down
so the placing goes slowly.
The picture's of anything other than it's meant to be.
But the hours they creep,
the patterns repeat.
Don't be concerned, you know I'll be fine on my own.
I never said "don't go."

But I've hidden a note,
it's pressed between pages that you've marked to find your way back.
It says, "Does he ever get the girl?"
But what if the pages stay pressed,
the chapters unfinished,
the stories too dull to unfold?
Does he ever get the girl?

Well this basement's a coffin.
I'm buried alive.
I'll die in here just to be safe.
I'll die in here just to be safe.
'Cause you're gone.
I get nothing
and you're off with barely a sigh.
I never said, "Goodbye."

but I've hidden a note,
it's pressed between pages that you've marked to find your way back.
It says, "Does he ever get the girl?"

but I've hidden a note,
it's pressed between pages that you'll read if you're so inclined.
It says, "Does he ever get the girl?"

But the hours they creep,
the patterns repeat.
Don't be concerned, you know I'll be fine on my own.
I never said "don't go."

Don't go
Does he ever get the girl?

.:DC:.

7/19/2008

sickness

got back frm school at 12.30.decided to take a nap first cause i will have a tuition class at 3.30pm.i needed a break.i thought i was dreaming when suddenly somebody knocked on the front door downstairs with salam."teacher, oo teacher!".i opened my eyes slowly and grabbed my watch, OMG! it was 3.40pm already!

my throat ached so bad,
my head was spinning,
i felt cold ...

i knew by then it was feverish.i got up from my bed,tottered myself to the door,"hey, kids.i'm not feeling well so, just go home, the class is canceled".i thought they were happy.then, i got back to my bed,pulling the comforter,i was feelin warm and cold at the same time,my body was aching too and continued sleeping.i think there's a tonsil killing me down the throat.uughh, not so nice.

i only got up at 5.30pm the next day(can u imagine)feelin a lil better, thanks to panadol.but the tonsil is still there.it's pretty hard to even swallow my own saliva.

friends, don't force urselves too hard working, give urself a break.

7/14/2008

SATC


Just watched the movie,and i 'got carried away'.some catchy quotes i got frm the movie.here goes;

Mr. Big: What do you think, kid?
Carrie Bradshaw: Why... do you want to get married?
Mr. Big: I want you. So. Okay
Carrie Bradshaw: Well, I wouldn't mind being married to you. Would you mind being married to me?
Mr. Big: No, if that's what you wnat? Is that what you want?
Carrie Bradshaw: We're getting married.
Mr. Big: Should we get you diamond?
Carrie Bradshaw: No, please, don't get me a diamond... get me a really big closet.

Carrie Bradshaw: Some love stories aren't epic novels, some are short stories
Carrie Bradshaw: But, that doesn't make them any less filled with love.

7/08/2008

It's ok to be silly,once a while

Hmm.i have once..ok, lets just be honest..i often am.n this time,i did it again.i just did some silly thing this morning.it was involving some silly guy i've known for quite some time.kudos for that guy for always being capable of making me as silly.but it was worth the act of foolin myself for that matter.i'm so much relieved now.it was like a therapy session.for the heart.therapeutically satisfying.

whatever.

When the going gets tough, the tough goes shopping,haha,considered as a therapy especially for ladies.retail therapy.my retail therapy is for shoes until my housemate once said,"kakbib ni membazir je".huhu.wat to do.i'm just trying to boost my mood.it's not a sin ait?;p.tp xsmpai tahap imelda marcos la.keke.i succumbed for things sleek n feminine.strange that they fall under that category..hmm.another therapeutic activity is cooking.it's amazing how cooking can boost one's self esteem,gosh.i discovered it develops an insight into our own abilities as we accomplished to cook some satisfying mouth-watering meal.ok, i exaggerate. my group will be hosting a potluck at school tomorrow which we have it once a month so,i came up with this...



...choc cake with a layer of custard on top

slices of peach and some cocktail fruits

tada!
bAbella peachy trifle ;p~


i'm in love!




with David Cook's husky vocal

7/07/2008

sepi

afdlin shauki said;

if u always stay at home, watching tv with nobody but urself, there's nobody sitting beside u but wall is the only thg u see, then ur most likely the person who should go to the cinema n watch 'sepi'.

mcm terasa plak.haha.sape nk ikut??

7/05/2008

another boring day


had a tuition class at 8am for an hour and a half.home.ended up online and here i am.i miss my friends more than yesterday.we used to see each other like, everyday back in the college time.now that everybody lives in their own separate lives,on average i get to see them twice a year nowadays.i remember seeing nurul and afzan on adlina's wedding in december last year.most recent was aifaa,fied and anis in kl.and anny, it seems like ages i do not see her.thank God i live near to adlina's n azuro's.

pretty sad isn't it..

provided me living in a remote place like this.often, my holidays are numbered.

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7/03/2008

"It's NOT me, it's U"

that's one of the books i just finished reading recently.

and another one;

Hj Hasan Muhammad Al Khairun bin Ghozali
di dlm bukunya (Buku Pintar Menjadi Lelaki & Wanita Soleh) menyatakan panduan mencari suami, carilah yang:

1. beragama Islam,
2. taat beragama dan baik akhlaknya,
3. menjauhi maksiat,
4. semangat jihad,
5. dari keluarga yang soleh,
6. taat kpd org tuanya,
7. stabil dr segi ekonomi,
8. sekufu,
9. dapat memimpin,
10. bertanggungjawab,
11. cute (that's additional.keke)

hmm..kt mana la nk jumpa ni..(scratching head)

r u one of them?then gv me a call.m i being too picky..or sensible

been a dumpee twice,(i know hw it feels)
decided 'we have no bright future together' thrice.(i understand hw u feel>see the list above)
have i had enough?life's about growing wiser by experience.
there's no such thing as true love.maybe that's true

dear my 'the one', don't take too long to come n be my saviour!

life's like that!

hari yg tak best

Slept over at azuro's.woke up late!!my school is 30 mins away gosh i needed to be fast.consequently,arrived 10 mins late at school.but me was cool...thank God the principle didn't notice my presence n yeah, we dont have to punch any card.haha.

ahh..it was going to b a meeting at 2pm.and i still had not finish doing the mid-term exams analysis/post mortem report.awesome.the notebook was with somebody else, doubled the greatness of the day.but being a superwoman, i managed to have em finished b4 1pm.haha.me was happy.

in the meeting room.ape lagi..kelentong la..like wat i did the last time.sume program stated on papers only..yep, i hv been executing some of them but still we couldn't see any significant results.kwang2.mr principle, pls consider as m the only optionist in the school.yeah, he's one cool old man.the meeting went smoothly and breezily as it was about to storm.chilled.

but there's one SAD NEWS announced by the councellor.there'll b program kerohanian for f3 n f5 stdnts starting on 16th august for 5 days,where they will b staying at school and there will b ceramah, qiamullail...somethg like dat.and the respective teachers should take turn to be with the students at the school.it instantly struck me as anis' engagement will b on 16th!!! alamakkk...mcmana ni..??adakah me xdpt attend mjls tunang anis..alaaa...frustnyeee..

dear anis, lets just hope me can make it to ur ngagement day,ok?;) (arrghh)

Esok 1 Rejab.

i hv decided to fast tomorrow for the sake of starting to ganti puasa2 yg tertinggal.aduihh..bnyk lohh.after a few attempts to do it, and failed everytime (set my alarm clock just to wake up to turn it off and get back to sleep.dang).no, this cannot be practised forever.i'm determined now.i'll wake up at 5 in the morning and sahur, ya Allah Kau kuatkanlah semangatku.isy, every year mesti last minute ganti puasa.ape nk jd nihh.

kpd rakan2ku yg belom hbs ganti puasa,bwk2 la ganti dun b like me.procrastinator of all time.u'll waste big time.Selamat Berpuasa!