{ excusez moi~ }

some words are better be kept to ourselves.some people might find it annoying or we just don't give a damnnn~


peace

just smthg i enjoy listening to on this boring day~

when you feel like quitting
what would keep you going

quote

"if you love someone, set him free.
If you have to stalk him, he probably wasn't yours in the first place.haha"

mary horowitz
all about steve

charles

just like last year, i'm teaching English for 5 classes, three form 5s, two form4s.bear in mind that my students are of average level and below except for my only two students i can say that they are A scorers.and that is special case.we have science stream here even though some of the students only got Cs for Maths and Science in PMR.but, we give them a chance considering what science education can offer them later.

science classes are of intermediate level and below. the second and third classes are lower.remind you, i teach form 4's and 5's.teachers know that teaching and learning must be done on syllabus basis etc, that covers all the 4 basic language skills, ie speaking, reading listening and writing. i'm not complaining abt my students' performance when me myself holds responsibility to give them quality education but in my case, teaching according to syllabus seems impossible.as a matter of fact this is not my first experience with students here.i wonder what did they learn back in primary school?

take this for example, i just got out frm class 5 arif, that is class no2. i taught grammar on topic SVA (subject-verb agreement).knowing their level, i only taught basic rules of the topic and gave them simple exercise.i gave them a list of mixed up singular and plural subjects/nouns like The principal, Singapore, My mother etc, for them to categorize them into singular or plural group of course. among the nouns/subjects was a person's name, 'Charles' that is.after a while a girl asked me,
"teacher, charles tu apa?"

now, how am i going to teach them according to syllabus?huhu hua!

unfortunate yet happy

bumper to bumper indeed

jimmy: damnn.abis la duit aku bln ni

yes.that's what exactly happened on our way back to KB last friday.jimmy's kissed mine.this could happen to anyone, in my case, nasib baik yg langgar was my own friend, tak panjang cerita,aku claim je dr dia.alas this is my first time experience and the 5th or 6th time for jimmy.poor guy.literally.haha. ok i admit that i was speeding at the time before we collided,and so did jimmy of course behind me, there was a black persona in front of me which suddenly took over some car which moved very slow like shit and i wasn't prepared for it ok.tetiba persona tu potong kete and i was laju at 110kmph, screecchhh.... ade iswara aeroback tgh slow gile mcm siput kt depan and the distance was like only 2metres ahead and wat do u expect to happen had happened lah and i was like, alamaakkkkk mati laaa and aku mengelak ke kanan (mmg bodoh, tp the road was narrow and belah kiri ade parit)....naseb baik kete yg dtg dr depan tgh slow aku suspect diorg slowing down sbb persona yg lari mcm pelesit td.i braked immediately and looking at the rear mirror, jimmy was approaching so close towards my car and as much as i dread to happen, jimmy did kiss my bumper.great, nice.naseb baik kau kaya jimmy.


nevertheless, despite all the unfortunate events (others also experienced some) hunny's wedding was awesome, everythg went swiftly and we had such great time together. to those yg xdpt dtg, if korang ade, mesti lagi gempak gegak gempita la kg pendek tu.haha.rindu korang semo.

and to dearest chick, congratulations. this is the real beginning of everything life. work hard and smart to it, be a great wife and hot and great and cool and awwesome mommy to great kidsss.n make time for urself as well.hugs n kisses.muax.

to friends.it was great seeing u all.n sorry to afzan, girl and anis sbb xdpt nk entertain korang dgn ganas,hehe.big kiss.

bakar gereja: siapa punya angkara?

umum mengetahui akan isu penggunaan kalimah Allah oleh akhbar Herald - The Catholic Weekly sedang hangat dibahaskan, dimana Mahkamah Tinggi Kuala Lumpur telah membenarkan prkara ini.kemudiannya dihalang oleh Kementerian Dalam Negeri.hal ini telah mencetuskan kekeliruan dan ketegangan apatah lagi apabila ada yg cuba mengkucar-kacirkan keadaan dengan membakar gereja.adakah org yg bertanggungjawab adalah umat Islam?we don't know.ia boleh jadi juga dtg dr anasir luar yg cuba memporak perandakan keamanan diantara penganut dua agama ini (Islam dan Kristian) di Malaysia yang selama ini aman damai.namun jika org Islam lah yang menjadi dalang, saya sgtlah tidak bersetuju.kita perlulah menyelesaikan perkara ini secara ilmiah bukan mengikut emosi.

saya dapati terdapat perbezaan pendapat org ramai tentang isu ini.namun secara peribadi saya agak tidak senang jika penganut agama lain menggunakan kalimah Allah tanpa jelas memahami maksud atau tujuan penggunaanya.

entahla, isu ini terlalu sensitif utk saya perkatakan disini kerana kita hidup dlm masyarakat berbilang kaum dan agama namun kita ada sefahaman tapi bila isu sebegini timbul, wujud sedikit ketegangan antara kita.persoalan saya, kenapa mereka nk guna kalimah Allah? sedangkan Allah hanya satu, Tuhan sekalian alam. yang tidak beranak, tidak beribu atau bapa,yang mencipta langit dan bumi. adakah Allah yang lain yg cuba mereka maksudkan?memang boleh timbulkan kekeliruan bagi umat Islam atau sesiapa sahaja yang mempunyai pemahaman cetek tentang Islam.


excerpts frm wat other other bloggers have to say:

"Mungkin kita boleh menjangkakan bahawa alasannya ialah kalimah Allah tersebut adalah kalimah terjemahan dari Bahasa Inggeris yang menggunakan kalimah God dalam Bible terbitan Bahasa Inggeris yang telah sekian lama digunakan. Sama ada kita sedar ataupun tidak, tuntutan ini sebenarnya amat berbahaya kepada umat Islam sekiranya dibenarkan, kerana ianya lebih banyak menimbulkan kekeliruan di dalam masyarakat. Cubalah kita bayangkan kekeliruan yang akan timbul di dalam masyarakat terutamanya kepada golongan muda dan juga kepada kanak-kanak Muslim apabila terbaca iklan-iklan atau papan-papan tanda yang berbunyi "...Aku adalah anak Allah" atau "...damai sejahtera dari Allah, Bapa kita dan dari Tuhan Jesus Kristus" atau "...anak Allah yang hidup" yang semuanya merupakan terjemahan terus dari Bible terbitan Bahasa Inggeris. Sebenarnya banyak lagi ayat-ayat atau ungkapan-ungkapan yang diterjemahkan ini boleh mengundang kekeliruan yang akhirnya boleh membatilkan fahaman agama." sumber

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3. Asalnya , agama Kristian [ Nasara ] , Yahudi dan Islam berkongsi Tuhan yang sama iaitu Allah swt. Tuhan yang satu dan Tuhan yang Maha Esa . Inilah jua yang termaktub di dalam Taurat dan Injil .

4. Namun Taurat dan Injil yang asal telah dipinda oleh para paderi dan pendita Yahudi sejak lama dulu sehingga menghasilkan Injil Barnaba , Injil Matthew dan sebagainya . Semenjak itu mereka menyekutukan [ mensyirikkan ] Allah swt Tuhan yang Maha Esa dengan menganggap ada tuhan lain selain Allah seperti tuhan anak , tuhan bapa dan tuhan ibu .

5. Konsep ketuhanan yang sedemikian adalah sangat bercanggah dengan Islam . Justeru Allah swt adalah Tuhan yang Esa . Tuhan yang Satu dan tiada Tuhan yang lain selain Allah yang layak disembah .

6. Sementara mana - mana pihak mahu mengambil tuhan yang lain sebagai tuhan mereka untuk di sembah adalah terpulang kepada keyakinan mereka dan itu menjadi hak mereka dalam beragama . Tetapi mereka tidak boleh menggunakan Lafzul Jalaalah [ Allah ] sebagai Tuhan dan diletakkan di dalam rumah - rumah ibadah mereka untuk disekutukan , kerana ia disifatkan satu penghinaan kepada ummat Islam yang meletakkan Allah swt sebagai Tuhan yang Esa yang tidak sekali - kali layak disekutukan dengan segala apa jua . sumber

bagi saya, harapan agar pihak mahkamah dan kerajaan berusaha menyelesaikan isu ini dengan segera.

:wallahualam:

of weddings, bunga telur, n the grinch

i miss the sight of ur bunga telur in the house now that they're gone..hehe
disclaimer:this is not our house

and i'm feeling so hollow since u left...chick.please don't get married.hehe.


hey, i'm so ecstatic abt going back home this weekend because..it's my bestfriend/housemate's wedding y'all!the much anticipated wedding of the year.hehe.because it's going to be awesome with plentiful of beautiful things, the dresses the bride will be wearing, the 'ah chong looking' groom (i secretly call him Paul hehe),the pretty (hand-made ok) bunga telur (i'm really sorry chick little that i managed to help with those), the famous wedding photographer, the flowers, the cool door gifts and all wedding stuffs and sights that make my heart enveloped in warmth and pretty feelings, such as this:


and the most important part is..i'll be the bride's maid sitting beside the bride during the 'bersanding' event, wiping her forehead and palms with tissues,flapping the hand-fan so that her armpit would dry from sweat.hehe.
no, the best part is it would be a little gathering for us all after such a long time since the maskara shorties hang out.i am looking forward to see u guys (u kno who u are).hopefully everyone manage to wear something green that day okay!

the dress that will be worn by the bride's maid ;p

come february, there'll be another much anticipated wedding

today's quote

"close some doors today.not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance,but simply because they lead you nowhere"
-paulo coelho




:and i have closed some:

reminder

beep,



move on beep








move on
u shud have done this loooongg time ago.

AJL

didn't plan to scribble abt AJL last nite.tp sbb tgk smpai hbs jgk walaupun baru sampai umah dr kl pukul 7.30 pm, penat sgt tp teruja sgt nk tgk AJL so kena gak tulis psl AJL sbb sanggup tahan tido smpai kul 12,walaupun plan asal nk prepare lesson plans.sambil tgk sambil belek2 buku,mata pun layu.terlelap kejap2 sedar, tapi bila aizat bt performance terus cerah mata dan lesson plan entah kemana tp fokus tgk tv dan volume dikuatkan.i like 'Pergi' ever since i first heard it over fly fm the day Allahyarham Yasmin Ahmad passed away, i liked it instantly and it won the AJL,hence i am so glad it did. besides aizat's both performances, i liked tomok, black,faizal tahir, sape lg, yuna of cos,hafiz pn best..overall performance sume gempak dan best.n i'm glad sume yg menang i memang suka.hbs je AJL terus tido tak tahan dh ngantok.

skarang sakit kepala sbb tdo lmbt n paksa diri tahan ngantuk last nite.rs cam nk g salon nk cuci rmbut coz diorg urut kepala skali tp sgt la malas.arghh sakit kepala...

anyways,tahniah to all the winners.

hell on the throat

a line of strands to mark the trail
no one said it would be easy
i must admit i thought the risk was
better waged in younger seasons
and all these years in the cold play hell on the throat
till everything i say burns like cinders
well it's hard to belong to a girl or a song
and the crease of a strangling winter
it's strange to be lost
stranger still to belong
on the strings on a twisting line

dashboard confessional, taken from the album 'alter the ending'.awesomeness

::still a die hard fan::